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Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride.
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by: mira malik

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my story ♥♥♥ the name is Mira Malik. born in October 4th, 1989. Libra.21.Loved. New Media. Republic Poly. School of Technology for the Arts. ★ life, full of hidden treasures. some came unexpected. some requires hardwork. so, hang on and prepare to be amazed. you are in for an adventure.

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Credits Acknowledgements Layout done by 16thday Resources 1 2 3 ARCHIVES stories told, stories passed October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 October 2007 November 2007 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 July 2010 August 2010

it is really annoying when no matter how hard u try to be righteous and a good person, people always have this mindset that you're not.
I don't drink, I don't club, I don't wear revealing clothes and definitely I don't sleep around with some random guy. I know my limits. I have my pride. But what can I do? Ppl are just judgmental. very exhausting indeed. some of my friends even say that I'm just too nice that's why people took advantage of that. But is it wrong to be nice? Is it wrong to care about others?
I still love my parents, my family. I respect them the way they need to be respected. But people thought that I'm wild. WTF. And they dare come to me and tell me that I have no feelings. I've seen enough of my parents' tears. I've seen hell in my family, but still I can never go by a day without talking or looking at my beautiful parents. The years when my mum shed tears for her children, from one heartbreak to another. I've seen enough. Don't you dare tell me that I got no idea.
That is why every mistakes and problems I have, I try to solve it on my own. I don't want my parents to worry about me. There is already a lot of things on their mind to think about. So certain things I just don't want them to get involved.
what shits you gave me, I patiently accept it and try to improve myself. What more do you want from me? money? fuck. Everyone has a point to start off with their career and I have yet to even finish school. Stop telling me to settle down and get married already. it's still a long way to go. Aren’t you ppl tired? So typical. oh c'mon! I have yet to turn 21 for goodness sake.